Retract​/​Relapse

by Seditionist

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

      $7 USD  or more

     

  • Retract/Relapse Hardcopy CD
    Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Physical Copy of Album

    Includes unlimited streaming of Retract/Relapse via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    Sold Out

1.
00:46
2.
3.
04:16
4.
5.
03:34
6.
02:04
7.
8.
9.

credits

released March 15, 2014

tags

license

all rights reserved

about

Seditionist West Covina, California

contact / help

Contact Seditionist

Streaming and
Download help

Track Name: No Last Words
You will know
You will know your place
Always remember my face
I swear you this 2x
Always hear my voice


No options, no way to retort,
No second chance, or last resort (you fucking bitch)

Continuously hiding these notions (these notions) 2x
In the back of my mind 2x

Proudly look your family in the eyes


No ashes to be spread
No last words to be said (to be said) 2x


Your relatives will know
It is the reason I breathe with a smile
The devastation inside their eyes
Brings me to life 2x

Soon enough you will know I am the only man you believe in
You will know
I am the face of sin 2x
Track Name: Green Water
Immutable voices swarm the metropolis
Constant contemplation to end this all (the cycle)
This flesh is just a decoy for everyone inside of it

Why is this what I see
Illusions that follow me
Ambling towards
The human that they hoard

Clenching my feet against the stones underneath the water
Gazing through the fog, unconvinced that a path exist somewhere out
there (out there)

As they unravel these seams inside of me
My mind rots drowning in disbelief
Reminiscing over memories that I used to be
This is everything they wanted to see

When will a new leaf turn?
Take me back to the green water 2x

Born a prisoner to this body
(this body)

As they unravel these seams inside of me 2x
My mind rots drowning in disbelief
Reminiscing over memories that I used to be

My only fear is to be reborn
(I hear these voices)
My only fear is to be reborn
(I hear your voices)
Track Name: Pot of Greed
And it means nothing at all
My dearest possessions,
All of these obsessions
It means nothing at all
This technology,
The money I work towards
What exactly is it for?
When I'm constantly needing more
Do I really need this?
How do I benefit?

When everything I own ends up owning me 2x

I can live without all of this 2x
I don't need any of this

No sheets of paper can buy happiness
No sheets of paper can bring back what I miss 2x
FUCK

What exactly is it for? 2x
When I'm constantly needing more
Track Name: 315B
"Things are better now that you're here"
That's what she said to me
Something I will never forget
As she clenched my hands,
As she grasped my hands
With a gentle smile
As we sit and stare
With no thoughts or care
Just to feel the love
Just to show our love
One of many favorite memories
Now becomes a favorite song
The only song I've ever written
Of some importance 2x
The only song that is worth this gasp
The only words that will always last
Because its all for you 2x
My Sunshine
Track Name: Searching (ft. Jorge of Adaliah)
It's getting harder to accept the vacancy inside these mirrors
Avoiding, disregarding every mistake I've made over the years
Questioning why I'm still alive?
Because I'm already dead inside

I ask myself on a daily basis
"Why does my mind take me to these places?" 2x ( take me)

Thinking back to when this outset
That's all that was ever real to begin with
The childish dreams we try to live
Its always real
Its what I feel
Its what we feel

What I would do
To live it all again 2x

It all began to divide as I started to care
It all began to shatter it all began to tear 2x
(shatter)

Looking up accepting I have fallen
When I was there I never had to look at all
I had it all
Track Name: Retract/Relapse
Acknowledge everything you have instead of what you don't
And it takes death to make me realize
Everything I should have priotized
To make me retract and relapse
And I'm sorry for that

I can't take it back


I can't help but blame myself inside
These hurtful thoughts mock me every night

The memories of time I've lost with you
It's everything I want, it's everything I rue

My love for you goes beyond true

And everyday I reminisce
On everything that I constantly miss everyday 3x

Just wanting to know we're not so far away
Just wanting to know we'll meet again someday 2x