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Retract​/​Relapse

by Seditionist

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Intro 00:46
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You will know You will know your place Always remember my face I swear you this 2x Always hear my voice No options, no way to retort, No second chance, or last resort (you fucking bitch) Continuously hiding these notions (these notions) 2x In the back of my mind 2x Proudly look your family in the eyes No ashes to be spread No last words to be said (to be said) 2x Your relatives will know It is the reason I breathe with a smile The devastation inside their eyes Brings me to life 2x Soon enough you will know I am the only man you believe in You will know I am the face of sin 2x
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Green Water 04:16
Immutable voices swarm the metropolis Constant contemplation to end this all (the cycle) This flesh is just a decoy for everyone inside of it Why is this what I see Illusions that follow me Ambling towards The human that they hoard Clenching my feet against the stones underneath the water Gazing through the fog, unconvinced that a path exist somewhere out there (out there) As they unravel these seams inside of me My mind rots drowning in disbelief Reminiscing over memories that I used to be This is everything they wanted to see When will a new leaf turn? Take me back to the green water 2x Born a prisoner to this body (this body) As they unravel these seams inside of me 2x My mind rots drowning in disbelief Reminiscing over memories that I used to be My only fear is to be reborn (I hear these voices) My only fear is to be reborn (I hear your voices)
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Pot of Greed 03:34
And it means nothing at all My dearest possessions, All of these obsessions It means nothing at all This technology, The money I work towards What exactly is it for? When I'm constantly needing more Do I really need this? How do I benefit? When everything I own ends up owning me 2x I can live without all of this 2x I don't need any of this No sheets of paper can buy happiness No sheets of paper can bring back what I miss 2x FUCK What exactly is it for? 2x When I'm constantly needing more
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315B 02:04
"Things are better now that you're here" That's what she said to me Something I will never forget As she clenched my hands, As she grasped my hands With a gentle smile As we sit and stare With no thoughts or care Just to feel the love Just to show our love One of many favorite memories Now becomes a favorite song The only song I've ever written Of some importance 2x The only song that is worth this gasp The only words that will always last Because its all for you 2x My Sunshine
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It's getting harder to accept the vacancy inside these mirrors Avoiding, disregarding every mistake I've made over the years Questioning why I'm still alive? Because I'm already dead inside I ask myself on a daily basis "Why does my mind take me to these places?" 2x ( take me) Thinking back to when this outset That's all that was ever real to begin with The childish dreams we try to live Its always real Its what I feel Its what we feel What I would do To live it all again 2x It all began to divide as I started to care It all began to shatter it all began to tear 2x (shatter) Looking up accepting I have fallen When I was there I never had to look at all I had it all
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Acknowledge everything you have instead of what you don't And it takes death to make me realize Everything I should have priotized To make me retract and relapse And I'm sorry for that I can't take it back I can't help but blame myself inside These hurtful thoughts mock me every night The memories of time I've lost with you It's everything I want, it's everything I rue My love for you goes beyond true And everyday I reminisce On everything that I constantly miss everyday 3x Just wanting to know we're not so far away Just wanting to know we'll meet again someday 2x

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released March 15, 2014

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